The confusion in the world of love and (all the) ship .

Well done bball boys !
You all gave in your best to achieve and won the last match :D
Haha . Great job .
So proud of you people . Go bballers ! [:
LOL ! I'm so glad that I went to watch . Hehe !

Start of common test .
May I understand and score well .

THIS IS NOT EMO . YOU DONT HAVE TO READ . AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO GIVE NEGATIVE COMMENTS (:
I'm afraid that I'll do badly/fail in test/exams/prelims/Os .
I'm afraid that I'll disappoint myself/others .
I'm afraid that I'll lose to others .
I'm afraid that I'll not understand .
I'm afraid that I'll blank out like last year .
I''m afraid that I'll breakdown after the papers .
I'm afraid that I'll be lost during test/exam/prelims/Os .
I'm afraid that I'll not get back my desired position .
I'm afraid to cry .
I'm afraid to lose you .

I'm so afraid . I need someone special to tell me that I can do it . I need a strong and loving support . I'm afraid that I wont be able to handle stress and obstacles . I cant do it alone . No one can , dont fool yourself . You can be strong outside , but who knows , you may be a weakling inside . Right ? I need a pillar of strength . I need to overcome the fears and worries . But I lost everything .
I'm running out of time , time is wasted for stupid things . Now I feel that eating is a waste of time . I dont even want to eat , but I cant overcome the temptation of hunger . I'm getting breathless and tired . Gasping for oxygen . My limbs are weak . My brain slows down . My eyes seems to be shuting . And my body feels as though its collapsing .
But no one understands , why do human detest one another ? I hate this feeling . I dont want others to do this to me , yet this happen frequently . I'm devasted whenever this happens .
Lord , help me . I seek for you . I need you cause you're the only person I have . Provide me strength and power to go on .

Every morning when my eyes flick open , all I think about is you . No matter how you treat me , I wont get angry , just upset and disapponted , cause you broke your promises . Whatever you do , I'll support you . Cause you are you . And you are special (now) . If I dont see you , I'll feel uneasy . And I really hope that you're alright and most importantly , I hope you'll take care of yourself . Sincerely , I wish that you'll smile . You may never see this , but this is coming from my heart . I wish the best for you no matter what happens . It was heart wrentching to see you go but its okay . I can take it , and I know that all is gone .

Study time .
Ends with a goodbye [: