Everything makes me sad. 

A husband that doesnt speak the right words. Who doesnt say i love you. Who finds it hard to express happy birthday and speak love. 

A womb that sacrificed two and lost one. And in constant pain since 2020. It is a monthly reminder of the loss, the pain. Unbearable and only got myself to bear. 

I cant find no confidante. I confide in God, my protector, whom I have let down. 

I'm sorry my babies. 

Joc shared on 1 Sep 2025 that she is likely to be expecting. Im happy for her. Please keep her and baby safe.