missing ken , almost 2 days no contact

Wee , i miss blogging .

Havent been using the com lately ):
goodness ! all cos of Eugene :x

have been working
& its so tiring + busy !
hahas

read this bk : Loves me , loves me not by Claudia Gavbel .
on pg 93 , found a really great quote .
" If you can't accept me at my worst , you don't deserve me at my best "
true , right ? (:

wanna go out soon ( really soon )
twinnie is in camp , coming hm tml ( imissher ) :D

been depressed lately :x
I think I changed my anger to unhappiness .
guess , tht's why I'm liddat .
well , no choice .
sometimes , i hate to be lyk this too .
but how ?
* thanks to ken who toked to me on 15Dec08

nth much to blog already
& do look at those fabulous updates at my blogshop ! (((:
http://nel-shopaholics.blogspot.com

anything , msg me :D
dont miss me yeas . hahas :p

currently , missing him .
no contact tdy yet .
ytd , you promised to call , but you didnt .
liar ):