我好想你 ''' 一个人好累

Oops , another vulgar !
FCUK !!!!!
wrote a letter to Norman abt the job
& he kpkb ! nb lahs hors !
still so freaking pissed !
he say the company not trustworthy
then say want work go big company .
but wth , 15 yr old can go big company mehs ?
if can I confirm go right ?
then he say I stupid , let ppl cheat greenhorns .
knn lahs ! cb !
he dont allow , dont give me money
then how you want my money to come frm ?
bank ! & I already withdrew lyk siao can !
then how ? I gotta find my source of money right ?
you think you what arhs ?
so great ? you fcuked up fellow .
useless husband & father . knn , go die suan le lahs hors !
KAOS ! :x
such a fcuking failure !
get a job better than you right ? part-time teacher nia
you got money got give me arhs ?
kns ! only know how to complain crap !
your rubbish , I dun wanna listen lahs hors !
waste my time only hors .
you .. I HATE YOU ! :xx

then , ytd night ..
LM kpkb abt us using com @ night instead of slping
omg ! I cnt take it !
just because our results sucks
I had enough ! I really do !!
Why dont anyone understand & appreciate ?!

sorry for the use of vulgar . hope you all dun mind .
anyways , Eugene's back & going out soon
getting really tired of him coming back weekly
& parents pamper him lyk king ?!
oh crap !

Family = Fcuk Off !
Relatives = Get Lost !

Ending post .
This is a really angry & fustrated post ! ;x


In love w/ a song by 南拳妈妈 - 下雨天
Lyrics ..
下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑
能够有你的体贴
其实
没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实
没有我你分不清那些
彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨
怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
要多大
天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实
没有我你分不清那些
彻别
接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

I'm really tired
I wonder if I can carry on
Everything sucks
I just wanna do what I'm please with
Yet , its so hard , so hard