attitude ken i feel so bad

to start it off ;
thank you to Eunice & Norman for buying pasar malam food
thank you to LM for cooking & giving in her best for us
to continue on ;
I wish tht the family would be more understanding & better in everything
I wanna apologise to bestie . SORRY !

to finish it off ;
I wanna say ..
I super super hate this family !
But , I do appreciate the good parts
However , I hate the complaining & them forcing us to study
And , the more they protect for us , the more we rebel & hate them
They're not understanding enough
What they do is complain , force , compare , scold , nag
Mother too busy to care , Father too free to even bother
Isnt life under them torturing !?
If only , one day , I would have all the freedom & money in the world
I would be able to do what I like
And to continue ;
I also dislike my Mother's siblings alot !
They influenced my parents so much
They're partly responsible for who we are today .
If only , they were the ones to work in the past instead of my mother
We would never be how we are now
They caused my mother's sufferings
And no matter how much they help now
Its no use ..


End of all my rantings
this is how I feel ):
& im still looking for someone to accompany me to dover on thurs (:
fullstop !