broke up w/ the jerk , sean

Only alcohol could cure the pain right now . Plus pills , it would mean DEATH !

I hate myself for blogging !
Much happier to post a pic w/ feelings .
Boyf , I hope you'd read this & understand it , okay ?
I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings .
But , everyday , I'll love you .
Hopefully , you too .

/edited .
Cried , yet you didnt care .

我尽力了但还是放手了 .
I gave you so many chances , yet , all along , you told me lies .
我恨你 ，因为你一直在骗我 .
我爱你 ，因为你让我爱上你 .
你说你感觉不到爱 ，但我已经真的用力去爱你了 .
为什么一直要骗我 ？
我很累 .. 对这样的感情我很累 .
泪流满面的我 , 已经不知道什么是爱情了 .
Totally moodless , not much appetite either , dont feel like doing anything .
Just wanna get the breeze into my face .
And get up from another mistake .
But , I cant , cause its so difficult .


p/s : you no need to give negative comments such as " emo " , i hate it ! :x
if you dont know what happen , shut up .
dont know , dont ask . cause its better not to know !