sean ask for patch , again

Life's Such A Bitch !
虚伪 . 不会珍惜 , 就不会拥有 ..

Part of me is saying yes , but other part of me is saying no .
But the no is stronger than yes .
I've to disappoint you , cause I dont wanna hear other stupid excuse .
I rather say no then getting upset in the end .
Its pointless to say , prove it to me .
Cause I dont believe in love or man already .
Wait till someone is worthy , changes my confused state of mind .
It has been long since someone said , i love you , to me ..
Then , I saw it from you , ytd .
Touched , Surprised , Confused .
But , I still have to say , I'm sorry .
It's your fault for not treasuring me in the first place .
You started & ended it .
If you cant cherish me or the love we had , I dont think you deserve me .
Not tht im proud or whatsoever , but the chance is now gone .
I'm not tht dumb to give you another chance to hurt me .
You ruin the first chance , and I dont think I will ever give you another one .


The another thing that sucks other than studies is ,
this damn family . Effing craps ! Fuck it !


I'm not upset nor emo .
Just kinda angry , dont say I am , else , I really will get pissed off !
& its better to see but not ask ! (:

I do need someone , but I havent found him yet .
Fate will bring us together , I still believe .