Thursday, January 29, 2009

sarah (sean's fren) is very close to him , he seems to like her

Didnt blog ytd
Cause I was too busy alr .
Sorry Meiqi , for not going to your hse .
And take care to all friends & Shahidah .
Get well soon ! (:

Homework is piling up .
Everyday is a busy life .
No entertainment in life is totally boring .

So planned to go out w/ Ken & Lixian alr .
Haha , going out to pub ( if possible ) :D
And Malik to watch movie !
Must go out & chill out soon! [:

Cross country is nxt weds & I havent been training .
OHMYGAWD !

Hands are aching cause of push-ups .
Occasional headaches .
* SCREAMS !

In skul now ,
ciaos

/edited at 5.15pm .
hurting terribly inside .
yet no one knows ,
no intention of leting anyone know either .
moodless at this point .
i didnt know you were like this ,
but now i do .
tears are suppose to flow ,
but i guess they ran dry ,
and im alr too numbed to cry .
honey , i miss you now
but all i hear is lies above all the truth ,
sealed w/ a kiss ; another lie within .
do you know how much it hurts ?
the tears flowed alr , cause you said I was emo .
You wanted to know what ws the reason that made me so upset .
I wont tell you , never .
even if you beg me , I'll never tell you .
as you said , I'm just a friend .
so be it , time will heal my wound .
and now is the time for tears to continue .

more homeworks to be done .
more things to be upset with .
more stress-es to be added up .

Gonna grab some Vodka & drink to my hearts content .
Forgot those unhappiness & drinkk !
Not hungry , no appetite but just eat .
Cause I dont wan to vomit out .
Best medicine , vodka , e-33 , breezer , alcohol drinks ! [:

ciaos again .

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