im crying

I dont know where to turn to ,
cause I cant forget you .
I'm sick of everything .
I'm not invisible nor transparent , but I feel this way ,

GOODBYE THE WORLD .

No more insults & critism . No more emotions . No more gossips . No more of everything .

Finally , a 2-second conversation .
No smile on the first meet .
And a smile on the second .
It made me feel better .
But your heart is not on me .
Its on idontknow who ,
maybe her but never me .
A cold message made me feel so whatever .
Tell me , what should I do ?
Happy birthday to you in advance of 8 days .

I cant explain what has happened .
I dont know .
I'm down , I'm hurt . But I want to suffer this alone .


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