" Fallen . I need someone special to help me up . "

Will it be you Hun ? I wanna be your hon .
For you , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywr6eQZTy1M&feature=related

New dude in our class , welcome Daniel .

Morning , I was rather high . Crazy me .
Then after recess , mood went fxcking low alr , till now & I dont know when .

Reason being , I failed my bio & chi common test .
Really very upset but didnt cry ,
why didnt I ? Idontknow .
This thought was running thru my mind , WHY can ppl lousier than me pass yet I cant ?
I dont understand . I feel so lousy .
Right now , I feel like jumping off a building , cutting myself , knocking my head on the wall , banging my fist onto the wall .
This feeling sucks . I wanna cry but I cant .
As I type , tears swell in my eyes .
As I listen to songs , more tears gathered tgt .
Totally no mood alr , how ?

Thanks ZW .

He asked me not to be sad . And show S tht I'm happy & can live w/o him . Yes I'll do it . I can do it . But he made me upset tht I cried . I need to be happy ! [: I want happiness too :D

Visit : http://www.imeem.com/iluvminhoca83/music/O81geiEl/souljafeat-aoyama-thelma-koko-ni-iru-yo/ for a nice song :DD

If I'm feeling better , will do homework .
Ends with a goodbye .