Tuesday, March 17, 2009

" Let go of yesterday "

Every night I go to bed with an empty feeling inside me . No matter how hard I try , I couldnt get to sleep . Mind starts thinking and tears keep falling . Slowly , I drift away . But sometimes tears dont fall and I toss and turn in bed . Just like yesterday . I stared at the picture you edited and think about the unhappy old days and I wonder if you really loved me . I didnt cry and I couldnt sleep . Morning comes , the alarm went off , but I didnt wake up . I finally did , and sometimes what faces me is an empty cold house . Everything is such a pretence under the mask of life . I'm never going to believe in people's imperfection - lies .


Lol . A sense-less paragraph .
Coughs Coughs . My throat is unwell T.T
No breakfast for me .
Handling complicated blogshop stuff .
Lunch will be soon . Going to look into the bare fridge and see what I can eat .
Probably bread , eggs & stuffs .
Haha ! Its like breakfast instead of lunch uhs .
Both eat together :D

ELDDS - SYF Training later at 4pm-6pm .
I need to do tuition hw lahs ! Omg ! Keep getting distracted .
Thurs & Fri going out ! Yay ! :DD
Might cut fringe on Fri [:

Goodbye .

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