" Time passed never return . A moment lost , lost forever . "

Studied at 12plus to 1.35am & begun to miss the big asshole . Tears flowed while music played . Oh baby , I miss you . Toss and turned in bed again , cause I couldnt sleep . Insommia . And surprisingly when I fell into lala land , I dreamt . I havent been dreaming for a long time . And when I finally dreamt , I dreamt about you . Oh what a dream . A happy dream that will never happen in real life . How silly . I miss you .


School . Studies . Homeworks . Courseworks . Relationships . Friendships . Kinship . Human ties . Life . Everything . I'm tired .


Jehovah Father , please help me .
Give me strength to continue .
I need you back in my life .
I cant do this alone , you're my pillar of strength .
I'm sorry for not praying and worshipping you like before .
But I will and I want to let the most almighty one to know that , Iloveyou , Father .
In Jesus name I pray , Amen .


Fringe , please I beg you to grow longer & dont torture me anymore .
Twinneh's fringe is the fringe I liked . Upset .
Can I hide for a month before going to school ? ):

一年过去了 . 你还记得一年前的今天吗 ?
Goodbye .