" Treasure , Cherish , Appreciate " 

Days are getting warmer . Yet I feel so cold . 

I wanna give up , I really do . I thought I could but I never did . 

Everything's a facade . 

Some lyrics of " One Sweet Day " by Mariah Carey 

Sorry I never told you . 

All I wanted to say . 

And now it's too late to hold you . 

' Cause you've flown away . 

So far away . 

Never had I imagined . 

Living without your smile . 

Feeling and knowing you hear me . 

It keeps me alive . Alive . 

I took your presence for granted . 

But I always cared .

Do you ?

Burden dropped alittle cause secret's out . 

Just to inform you , but I guess you dont bother , now quite afew know about it alr .

And I just wish no one else would know . Secrets are meant to be kept . 

I pray for Johnathon , wake up soon , get back on your feet and continue with your life . Dont know you well but take care fellow . God bless you . And to his family & friends , do not grieve . Pray for miracles . Miracle do happen with Jehovah and his Son . Their miracle healing would heal him . Be brave .

I really detest those people . Its getting enough . 

Goodbye .