" At some point you have to forget about grudges because they only hurt " 

By Taylor Swift in Seventeen magazine . 

Thursday ; 020409

A fucking war broke out in the family at night . LM came hm & shouted at Norman . A heated arguement just b'cause of 2 pairs of scissors . Cause its very precious to LM & she bought it since 20plus years ago , feelings towards it uh . She cant live w/o it . And Norman had the guts to hide it away . Wtf . Norman says LM kept his binoculars , so he kept her things too . Oh so fucking lame . How old liao still quarrel . Since many many years ago never talked liao , still so buay song each other . Wtf . What parents I have sia . Damn it . Then LM refuse to let Norman leave the hse till he takes it out . And finally aft talking to Eunice & Jocelyn , he told them where he placed it . Oh fucktard . God bless us , watch over this broken family . 

( Dont remember anything else ) 

Friday ; 040409 

195114 ; I wont believe in your lies anymore . Even if I continue to love you , I wont fall for your tricks . What I want is your true heart not a liar . Block me for all I care , do what you like . Cause I dont really want to bother abt you anymore . I'm just so tired to think of your feelings , cause you dont even think of mine . Seriously , what is wrong w/ you ? Asshole , I love/hate you . 

SYF Practice rocks :D 

Hans looks very attractive .

Hahahahaha . 

I'm so gonna miss SYF trainers - Les Thespians & the fun times when G makes us laugh :D

Cast & Crew , All the best for Monday's upcoming SYF . Everyone can do it [:

Parent-teacher-meet was crap . End up waiting for quite awhile .

I admit I deproved cause I got 4 C5 . 

Mr Whey is unhappy . 

I tried hard , but I can never win Sarah . 

Cause her brains are super duper crazy . Dont know how to describe them too . 

He says I was always on par w/ her . C'mon ! I never won her , I always lose ):

Home ; Computer ; Dinner ; TV ; Work & Blahs .

2.4km run tml . It spells D-e-a-t-h  D:

Goodbye .