" At the end of the day when the sun goes down , its loneliness that engulf my soul "

I just needed a hug , an encouragement & some nice words from you . Yet , you're treating me like a stranger . I was as hurt as you were but you never knew .

Mood was as terrible as the rain last evening .

I love the rain but I hate my mood -.-

Results out . 

Did just as I expected , BAD .

Well , fuck myself . 

Some turned out rather badly . Upset ! 

Eng - 41/100 ( Inclusive of P1&2 )

Maths - 51/180

Chi - 66/100 

Sci (Bio) - 56/85 

Sci (Chem) - 32/85

Humanities - 41/100 

F&N - 55/100 

Pure Lit - 51/100

Fucking bad mansxzxzxz ! T.T

Thought I could do better in Chem , Pure Lit , Eng .

Hoped I could do better in Humanities & F&N . 

Glad w/ maths result but careless mistake made me upset though .

Quite alright w/ chi result but praying to get an A2 for Os . 

Nxt wk marks the beginning of Mother Tongue Intensive Programme .

Then on 010609 , will be taking Chinese Os already .

* Faints faints . Calling out for Jehovah's help . 

I really need to get an A2 ! or even better , A1 .

Nothing much now , 

just gotta do a big chunk of cheena homework nowadays . 

& I really hate that feeling from all of you . Its unfair ! I dont deserve it . Why ? 

& you bytch ! Inconsiderate selfish animal ! Think about others before saying about yourself lah hor . Sometimes , it really serves you right .

Goodbye .