This Christmas was a horrible one.

All my plans screwed up and my poor boy was alone for these few days. I'm sorry love.

I fell ill on the midnight of 23rd and was on bed (almost 24hrs) for 3 days until my aunt sent me to CGH's A&E on 26th.

Was basically running high fever throughout the 3 days, and vomited on the first 2 days.

And of course, abdominal pain.

Did check up and spent about 3 hours there.

As suspected by my nurse-to-be sister & doctor aunt, it is viral gastritis.

Had a drip, blood test and took pills.

Doctor jab me twice, the pain was bearable thankfully!

Feeling way better now compared to being sickly and almost bed-ridden. Uncountable waking times throughout the night, burning hot and the afraid feeling constantly adds on to my pain.

However, i'm still having abdominal pain which adds on if I'm hungry? Haha.

And perhaps my sleeping position is wrong or what, I'm having neck and back pains. Sucks!

Luckily, I had my dear boy, beloved friends, family (esp Eunice Sister) and relatives. They accompanied me and helped me.

On a side note,

now being well, I feel that being sick may be better (once in a blue moon), because then, you will have the feeling that people still care and love you. I really felt that way when I was ill.

I really hate it that people don't express.

Don't only express anger/frustration/sadness.

Go ahead and express love/care/happiness. Don't be shy. Don't think that you're older/male/female, you shouldn't be the first to admit (blah blah, all excuses!).

Don't wait till that day, when it's too late to express those positive emotions. You'll live in regret if you don't, trust me. Make life happier please.

So please, go express your love to people you love!

In the past, I love this quote 'The Expression of Love is an Art' - I don't remember if I created it or I saw it somewhere. But it's so true.

I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND. I LOVE YOU FRIENDS. I LOVE YOU FAMILY. I LOVE YOU AS LONG AS WE'RE ACQUAINTED (:

Yay cos I'm going to see my boy tomorrow. Miss monster mighty much! (:

Much happier now..

Will blog about buffet the next post (prolly on Weds!)