This is one of the nights when my heart is overwhelmed by the thoughts and worries of my freaking brain.

Beware it's a ranting post in the middle of the night. I'm crazy, yes.

Being almost 19 years old sucks. I never felt so pressurized in life before. I'm gonna enter the age group of the 20s and I kinda fear that. I wonder who else does..

It's difficult to get a job and look for an internship at this period. I feel damn crappish sometimes and only the cream of the damn crop gets the best jobs. This is how the world works and even hating it is useless.

Life's a regret. Regret not studying hard enough, regret not doing this or that. But it's kinda too late to amend it no matter how hard I try and how much improvements I made, it's never enough.

I worry so much about everything in life like finances and future, actually the present as well. I'm uncertain if this feeling is just me or whatever but it's so important that I can't keep my mind off it. Every waking moment runs on such topics. Even before I sleep and when i'm about to doze off, I'll still think about it.

What should I do? Hmm, sleep it off! Goodnight!