Beginnings are scary,

endings are sad,

its the middle that counts the most.

Currently in library, just re completed the fucking F&N coursework.

English Prelim was alright.
Gotta go back to study before heading to Aunt's house for Chem.

Good luck everyone taking Prelims.

Anyway, I'm feeling better :D

/edited.

Fucking angry and upset.

I was so tired and yet I was awoken to wake up to go to study. I'm fine with that, but can they understand that I was very exhausted?! Shout shout shout. Fuck lah.

I studied for quite some time and yet he, the useless one, was idling at home. What the fuck! And he totally have no business to shout at me and pull off my blanket to ask me to get up.

I blamed her for it. She started screaming which made him do those stuff. But still, both of them shouldnt have disturbed me. I was fucking angry with both of them and refused to talk to them. I'm alright with her now, both still aint talking to him.

He's such a mother-father fucking ass! He knows nothing & yet he reprimanded me for fucking no reason. Fucking no brains. Everyday stay at home and rot. Fuck himself lah. Bloody insane freak, he have no shit idea of what shit hell was going on & he could make me get up. Fucker! Ruin my sleep, my precious & most beauty 6 minutes of darling sleep.

Bloody hell! I know that he has all the time in the world to sleep like a fucking pig at home, but I dont. And this point, he is so uncaring & inconsiderate, as he has always been.

Made me cry and have another reason to dislike them. Shit fuck.

Everything's over already. But I'm still typing to remember such a day in my life. Fuck it, and them.

Even if he do a couple of good deed (Paying for medical fees taking care of me & buying and cooking when I was sick), I will not love you like an innocent child. I will detest him cause he has done more bad than good, I suppose. But for now, I wish that one day, you would be changed by the works of Almight Jehovah and his precious son, Jesus Christ.

He : Father She : Mother

Goodbye.