I dont wanna run away,

but I cant take it,

I dont understand.

I can feel the pressure. This sucks so badly.

Determined to stop myself from using the computer for entertainment purpose, at least at home, but I fucking broke it today. Damn it.

Disappointed in myself.

Its late now, yet I aint in bed.

Despite sleeping for 3 hour plus, I'm still very tired.

Tortured by O levels. Screw it.

Anyway, prelims have been rather typical.

A little simple here & a little tough there, applies to Social Studies, Chem Paper 3 & Maths Paper 1.

Bombed SS Essay. Whatever I studied totally did not appear.

Hopefully, I bombed correctly and get a B.

Later, having Maths Paper 2.

Totally do not have confidence. Another sucky issue.

Jehovah, bless me & guide me along the paper. Teach me & let me have the strength & confidence to do it well. Most importantly, help me when I'm loss. Thank You Father.

Goodbye.